This is the first time I write two blogs in one day but I need to get this off my chest. Today I went to my friend Jose's worship night at his church. It was such a moving night where I realized that I haven't been the best catholic and the best man and that I need to step up my game and do more for others and less for my selfish needs.
Right now I am feeling a tremendous separation anxiety. It's not even funny. First, my cousin, which is more like a sister to me, went back to Mexico. She left a huge gap in my life and things are not the same without her. She was like my sidekick, my confident and now there is no one who I can actually talk whenever I want of whatever I want. Then, a couple of my best friends are leaving to college this week. And I know that things are never going to be the same.
It is too much to soon. Now i truly need my friends and family to be there for me. Sometimes when I feel lonely, I start to feel depressed. Maybe I should focus on the good things instead of this... But is hard. Comments will be greatly appreciated in here. Much Love and God Bless you All.
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things may change, bro, but i'm gonna keep in touch for sure. it's awesome that the praise and worship made you feel that way, believe it or not...acknowledgement of whatever you think you need to change is the hardest part man. i'm praying for you...and for your cousin. i'm only a phone call away, dude. God bless.
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